Last night, there were several blasts that has once again scared the bejesus out of me. It was a lot. More than six definitely. Brook was supposed to be spending the night at my folks but we cancelled his sleepover because I can’t bear having him away from us while we are experiencing an attack from the neighboring forces.
I hate war. Why do we have to war against each other?
Of course I know the very reason of war and how it is a very profitable business for the stakeholders, unfortunately, it’s the collateral damage that I am most concerned about.
I know that whatever is happening right now has been written and prophesied in the Bible. In fact, there are nations that are yet to be destroyed but I can’t help wonder whether those were figuratively told or is it really going to happen? Because if so. I don’t understand it. We are living at the day and age of grace. Why do we need to do this? I don’t understand why kids in Syria and Yemen had to die. I don’t understand why people should fear for their lives.
I feel scared everyday.
Last night, during our fellowship, I have just prayed for the safety of Saudi Arabia and minutes later, there were blasts. I know that You’re teaching me a valuable lesson there, is it perhaps not to fear? I know the fact that they’ve been intercepted is a sign of Your protection, but still, it can get pretty scary.
Pls. help me understand.